Don’t you hate those Sundays where you ask yourself, “what in the world did I accomplish this week?” I’ve had A LOT of these instances recently, which constantly drag me down and make me feel helpless. I guess the good part about this is that at least I’m recognizing that change needs to happen. Before I brushed everything aside with that “IDGAF” attitude. In fact that attitude was affecting my life in ways I never expected. I usually take pride for the fact that I love my friends and would do anything for them. However, over the past few months I’ve let several people down and it didn’t bother me. Recently, my memory of these occurrences have been on replay. I’ve been a terrible friend, brother, and son. I am sorry to all the people I’ve offended or hurt in any way.
Not too long ago, I’ve had this spark to change in all aspects of my life. This has helped me get a hint of what I want to do with my future. I want to be well grounded and not afraid of the challenges that will come my way. I want to use stress as an advantage to fuel my dreams. It is so easy to get caught up in the hardships that are thrown at you. Sometimes you catch what’s thrown at you, but other times you drop the ball. Shit happens, I just gotta learn to deal with it. I want to continue to value friendship and family and be there for the people that have been there for me. When I have wrinkles all over and trouble breathing, moving, and speaking, I want to be able to pick up my phone (iphone 15?) to call my fam and homies to tell them I still got mad love. As for now, I still got love for all those closest to my heart. I got your backs like chiroprac..